denial is not a river in Egypt

i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD. i am not OCD.

but if i was... only a few things get to me:

* cheese left out longer than a few minutes...
i fear that it will turn dark and nasty...
best just leave it in the fridge.
my family/former boyfriends use to mock me for this one... still do.

* having to use "hook" spoons for cereal.
(ya know, like "peter, catch!" way too large...)
and i have to use a plastic spoon for yogurty/puddingy-type products...

* pots and pans shouldn't get crusty...
that's obvious.

* cds/dvds... don't leave em face down.
just don't it, it scares me.

* white things. should stay white.
like appliances, wipe em off,
tubs, wipe em off,
hairy countertops...
and how i can't wash my face with a white washcloth...
gross.

* i have to have complete darkness to sleep.
i can't sleep anyway, but say i could...

* i check my email compulsively like every 2-4 minutes.
whatever, you so do too.


...that's all. i am fine though, really, fine.

i don't know that those are all that random though-
what gets under your nails?